Huhu, esok ak dh kne dftar msuk um. So, ptg ni ak n family (sebok je sume pun nk ikut) akn gerak gi kL. pastu stay la kt umah akk aq kt damansara.
hm, so ak x tau la ble ak akn update blog ak ni. maybe pas haluansiswa kot. 2 pun klu ak bertenaga. gagagagaga. ingt lgi time haluansiswa pasum. hri last tu ak tdo smpi kul 2 ptg. punyela pnat. adoi~ hopefully kali ni ak maintain la sket. haha. well, neway gud luck to sesape yg dh dftr hri ni. hopefully korng enjoy kt tempat bru. huhu. dh, x tau nk ckp pe. adios amigos~
Funny, how someone whom I really care and admire would turn out to be the person that I hated most these days. Haha, yesterday, when I was busy chatting people up on the yahoo messenger, this particular person, out of nowhere said to me
xx : salam.
me : wslam.
xx : ngah watpe?
me : xde pape. Ngah bce blog kwn.
xx : sehat?
me : em, ok je. X skt pape pun.
That’s all. Wth? I’ve haven’t heard anything from xx for like, forever, and that’s all xxgot to say to me? Well, to be exact, we haven’t seen each other for almost 3 years now. We manage to stay in touch by phones and internet, but that’s rarely the case these days. Frankly speaking, xxwould only text me when xxfeels like it. Damn it. I hate it when a person that I really care does that to me. What? Does xxthinks that I’m some sort of rag doll where you play with when you want to and toss around when you’re bored with it? Well, f*** xxfor thinking that. If you don’t want to hear from me anymore, just say it. Don’t go around messing with my feelings. Coz, honestly I’ve been trying really hard to forget ‘bout xx. When, I finally managed to do that. Here xxcomes and ruins everything. Argh! Damn.
Hm, it has been a while since I posted anything in English. Em, somehow I like to express myself in malay coz fortunately I’m a true blue malay since birth. Well, here goes nothing.
I’ve always like to write when I’m in school, but, I’ve never picture myself as a writer. Coz, apparently, my future is fixed with me being a doctor. I’ve never actually plan my whole life, I juz kept waiting for something to drop on my lap and let the course of my life take its own path. Well, in the near future I’ll be attending classes for my mbbs. And I sure am hope that I could cope with all the things that are waiting for me. Frankly speaking, I’m really glad to know that a bunch of my friends from pasum are taking mbbs in um as well. Coz, honestly, I really need them for their support. I couldn’t possibly imagine how my life would turn out during these coming years. Will I manage or not? Would I regret my decision? Am I going to be a better person? I’ve never thought about any of these before. But, as I’m sitting here alone in my room, now I wonder. Hm, let’s not talk ‘bout this anymore shall we? Cuz, I don’t want to mess with things that are still uncertain.
Dlm kul 10 pg smalam, abg posmen dtg hntr srt twrn. Then, bpk ak ngan excitednyepun trus la bkk smpul srt tu tnpe pengetahuan ak. Ble ak kluar blk je tgk2, bpk ak dh sbok menelaah srt twrn ak. Mule le dye, bce kuat2 yuran nk kne byar bpe. p2 x smpat ak wat pape, bpk sk suh gi isi borng cpt, p2 nk trus gi wat medical checkup. Huiyo, lek ar. Ak x bce pun lgi srt twrn tu. Tp sbb ak ni ank yg bek. Hehe. Poyo sket x pe en. So, ak pun gi la isi borng. Nk pendekn cte, ak smpi kt hospital sltnh aminah dlm kul 11.30pg.
Smpi2 hsptl, ak tgk, fuh, dh rmi org da. Pnjng lak tu kne beratur dpn blik nk wat med checkup tu. Ak tgk rate2 pun baye2 ak, so sume pun nk msuk u la ni. Huhu. Then tibe la giliran ak. Ak disambut oleh seorng nurse yg muke-dye-x-bley-blah-punye-selebet-mcm-dye-sorng-je-yg-pnat-cam-hanjeng,seyes mcm hanjeng, x tipu. n start la berdialog.
Nurse : (dgn muke x bley blah) em, ni dftr ble ni? **pergh, senyum pun x, mhal sgt ke senyum ko tu??**
Aku : aa, 28hb ni. (riak selambe)
Nurse : oww, klu gtu x bley la ni. X sempat. Adk ddk mne?
Aku : (muke dh jd plik) x bley ke? Sy ddk kt tmn istimewa pandan.
Nurse : (mseh mke x bley blah) klu gtu awk pegi klinik kesihatan kt kg melayu or pegi klinik bese. Cni x bley la.
Aku : (sbb mls nk lyn, ak pun bls ar ngan muke x bleh blah) k la klu camtu.
Ak pun cpt2 la kuar dr hsptal tu. Mls ak nk stay lme2 klu x ley wat med checkup. Sengal tol. Pnat2 je jln jao2 dr umah ak. Skali kne reject. Bongok~
Then, bpk ak pun amek ak. Lpe lak nk cte yg bpk ak td tngglkn ak sorng2kt hsptal, sbb dye nk pi bank islam byar yuran hluansswa. Ble ak ckp x ley wat med checkup, bpk ak pun drive la bwk ak gi hsptal pkar putri. Byar pun byar lah. Asalkan cptsiap. So, smpi2 kt hsptl pkar putri ni, trus gi kaunter information.
Receptionist (kak yanti nme dye) : ye, ade ape encik? (dye tnye bpk ak la, muke ak tua sgt ke?)
Bapa : em, kt cni wat med checkup bley? 1 hari bley siap?
Kak yanti : em, bleh2. Ptg ni jgk siap. (lpe nk ckp, sweet gle akk ni, muke dye senyum je. X mcm nurse awl2 td, heh).
Ak pun pegi la blk yg dye ckp td. Smpi2 je, nmpk la gak dk2 yg nk wat med checkup. Tp x rmi cam kt hsptl sblom ni. X lme lpas ak tunggu, kuar la sorng abg ni.
Abg K (x tau nme btol) : SHUHAIMI?! (muke seyes gle) >_< !!
Biar btol abg ni, ak kot nk wat med checkup. Yg pegi panggil bpk ak pehal lak?
Abg K : eh, silap, Faiz Shuhaimi. Hehe, sori2.
Xpe la, ak dh bese dh org pnggil nme ak slh. Lgpun time tu dye cam ngan rushing. So dimaafkn. Abg K ni pun bwk la ak gi ukur tinggi, tmbng berat, cek mata n cek blood pressure.
Time tmbang berat… ~_~!!
Abg K : ok, xxkg. Btol x?
Aku : (ak pun tgk la scale) em, btol la xxkg.
Abg K : eh, bkn. Mksud sy awk tau x berat awk mmg xxkg?
Aku : aa, aah kot. (muke confident-x-bley-blah)
Abg K : haha, yela. Ni mesti x pnah timbng sendiri. Xpelah.
Pastu ak gi jumpe Dr. M lak… ^_^
Dr. M : ni dh amek lom measurement blood pressure adk ni?
Abg K : dh2!
Lpas dye dh cek sume, Dr. M pun ckp… (_ _”)
Dr. M : ok2, x-ray. Aaa, kt mne ek? (tolehkt nurse sblah dye)
Nurse B : hish, Dr. ni. You x tau ke? kt kaunter 36 la~
Dr. M : oww, yes2. Ala, I mls nk ingt bnde2 tu sume. Byk lgi I kne ingt.
Dr. M : ok, now u (meaning ak) pegi kaunter 36 wat x-ray, n then kaunter, aaa.. em.. yes2, kaunter 35 tuk test urine k?
Aku : (angguk wat2phm,haha)
Nurse B : ntah phm ke x ni. Meh sy ckp kn blk. (btw, nurse ni pun sweet gak, lwk)
Pastu nurse B trgkan la balik n ak pun berlepas la wat x-ray n test urine. Then, blk smule blk td.
Nurse B : em, dh siap sume? Ok bgus. Aaa, tp test result urine td kne tunggu lme sket bley. Besela org rmi hri ni. Aaa, dlm sejam stgh. Awk pegi la mkn2 dlu. (spnjang dye ckp ni, dye senyum je kot. Alahai, jtuh cinta ak kt nurse ni, haha) ----<@
Nk dipendek kn lgi cte, lpas ak mkn sume, siap la ak nye med checkup. Kne caj rm85. Okla, puas hti, sbb servis pun bek. Blk tu snggh pasar mlm jap. Bli sate. Haha. Sdap kot~
Neway, info2 mnarik spnjng satu hri kt hsptl:
-ade jumpe sorng dk pmpn ni, dye pun dpt um gak. Tp bkn dk pasum rsenye. X knal~
-jumpe sorng charlie’s angels ni, nme dye emi masturakot(sorng makcik ok, lg skali, makcik, bkn akk). Huiyo~ (btw, charlie’s angels ni term tuk makcik cleaner time ak kt smkajbdlu2,haha)
-ade sorng pakcik ni, punyela excitedbebual ngan ak, smpi msuk bab kawen. Adeh, aku angguk2 geleng2 je. Lyn~
Adeh, ble pk2 blk, npe la ipta ni bg mse sminggu je tuk prepare. Apsal xnk bg mse lme sket. Heh, mcm 2 ni nk kne wat. Plg ak mls nk wat, pe lgi, mdcal check up la. Mne x nye. Hspital 2 dh la jao, p2 sbb mse yg singkt camni, mesti rmi gle nk gi wat mdcal check up gak. Sengal~
Hm, satu g yg mlas ak nk wat. Huhu, nk asah otak ak yg dh x-bley-blah-dye-nye-tepu smpikn 3+3 pun x tau. Haha. tpakse la ak bkk blk nota bio ak yg mseh ak simpn smpi skang. huhu, ade org dh buang kot nota2 tu sume ble abes pasum. Klu nk diikutkn ak pun dh buang gak. tp sbbkn mls thp giga, even bju2 ak dlm beg pun ak x kuar kn smpi lbey sbulan ak duk kt umah ni. so, safe la ak nye nota drpd dpt umah bru kt tong sampah. huhu.
neway, reason nape ak kne bce blk nota ni sbb nye asri pnah cte la psal stdy mdc kt um. katenye nnti tutor akn suke tnye soklan2 cepumas kt dk2 mdc ni. p2 ble x dpt jwb, abes la ko kne caras ngan tutor tu. so, tuk prevent caras2 tu sume melakat kt ak, kne la ak stdy blk sket2. at least biar la ak ingat blk islet of Langerhan 2 menatang pe. huhu. tp seyes mls doe~
Huhu, alhamdulillah dpt gak ak wat medic kt um. mmg dh lme pun berhasrat nk dpt kt ctu. siap dh planning mcm2 ngan asri. haha, kononnye nk jdk rumate lgi skali (asri pun dpt medic um gak). skali x dpt duk 1 klj da. adeh, hancur hrpan ku. huhu, ak dpt kt klj 6, asri lak kt klj 1. kecewa doe. iyela, mne x nye. dh la rmi yg ak knal sume dpt klj 1. ak je lak yg sesat duk klj 6. ceh, pdhal bkn ke spatutnye dk medic um sume sumbat klj 6? ni pehal lak dye ubah tradisi ni?? hesh, um ni en. well, ak dgr sbb x ckup tmpat. sbb tu la dye ltk sepah2 dh. hehe, xpe2 yg pnting klj ak lgi dkt ngan fak medic. bak kate asri, ak bley je guling2 dri blk ke kelas. haha, ok asri, nnti ak try! mari kte tgk smpi ke x ak nnti. haha.
anyway, tinggal sminggu je lgi cuti ak neh. akhirnye~ huhu, ak dh bosan thp gaban dh kt umah ni weh. mcm xde life ar duk umah. haha. ~_~!!
Huhu, agk berdebar la skng ni. Nape? Yela jumaat ni, dh kuar UPU. Adeh, hopefully dpt medic um la. Actually x kesah nk dpt u mne. Asalkan dpt medic. Tp, spe x nk msuk um weh?! Haha, lgi pun ak ni dh agk pro la duk um tu. hehe, ex-pasum la katekan. N nk gak jumpe mmbr2 pasum yg best tu. haha, especially my rumate askree. hehe, lme x jumpe. 2 la duk lgi srwk sne. haha, neway sian mmt tu. result rasmi dye x smpi2 lgi. ak rse dorng (pejbt pasum) slh pos kot. haha, xpe2 nnti dpt um (hrp2 la) ko jom kte serang pjbt pasum tu askree! XP
hm, k la. post yg agk pendek. sbb x tau nk ckp pe. jap2 ak upload gamba. bosan en klu bce je x de gamba. hehe.
ni gamba time jdk fasi (ak bru pas jdk mc ni, hehe)
hehe. setelah penat memujuk rayu akhirnye dpt gak ak post vid ni kt blog. uish, mse mule2 ak tanye, cam pe mmt ni maki ak. ni lom lgi ak upload msuk utube. huhu. klu ak upload,mau mati ak dibuatnye. hehe. btw, nme dye ni amirul. one of my bestfren (ek, rmi sgt ke besfrens ak?). huhu. neway, dye ni klu nyanyi. fuh. mcm anuar zain. haha. kt sk dlu pun mmg kne panggil anuar zain pun. nk2 ustz saudi. ble jumpe je, mulelah dye kuar lgu lelaki ini. bpk ah ustz nyanyi tu. hoho. so, pade spe2 yg nk tau, dye ni nyanyi lgu my all versi malaya. haha. ciplak. x malu. hehe. xdelah. lgu ni mmg dh de org perform dlu. kt AIM. ntah taon ble ak x tau. crk la sendiri. hm, dgr n komen la ye. ^_^"
**btw, untuk bunyi yg terbaek, sile dgr smbil pki earphone. sbb klu x, nnti x dgr sore dye nyanyi, ape yg di dgr juz bunyi bising org terpekik terlolong kt bwh pentas. huhu.
hm, x tau nape. tp ak plg ske hari sabtu. hoho, maybe sbb sume x keje ari ni. so, umah ni pnuh la. n klu b'nseb bek, dpt follow sape2 kuar gi jln2. hehe. save duit. tp mlgnye, still ade org keje gak. parents ak pun dh ilng ntah ke mne. adus. tinggal la ak ngan duorng akk aq n naim si kck tu. huhu. seb bek dye x nanges lgi pg ni. adeh. ssh tol nk jge dye. even parents ak pun x tau nk wtpe. keje dk tu asek nanges je. payah2. cmne la idop ak pasni. sbb naim stay umah ak smpi ak abes cuti. alasan. "bior uncle dye jge, dye (naim) ske beno ngan uncle dye tu". ah sudah. pasni x ley la nk tido lme2 lgi dh. ahh, pape pun. xpe la. tuk ank buah ak yg cumel tu. ak sanggup korbankn waktu tdo ak. huuuu. ley jdk uncle mithali ni. hehe.
adus. nape la comel sgt dk kecik ni?
**btw, yg ujung skali tu bpk dye**
ah sudah, nk nanges la tu. adeh.
tdo pun nk comel. ahh.
alalala.
nk gamba lgi? ckup2 la tu. nnti tunggu dye beso sket. hehe. btw, naim ni bru 2 bulan.
A man spent hours watching a butterfly struggling to emerge from its cocoon. It managed to make a small hole, but its body was too large to get through it. After a long struggle, it appeared to be exhausted and remained absolutely still. The man decided to help the butterfly and, with a pair of scissors, he cut open the cocoon, thus releasing the butterfly. However, the butterfly's body was very small and wrinkled and its wings were all crumpled. The man continued to watch, hoping that, at any moment, the butterfly would open its wings and fly away. Nothing happened; in fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its brief life dragging around its shrunken body and shrivelled wings, incapable of flight.
What the man - out of kindness and his eagerness to help - had failed to understand was that the tight cocoon and the efforts that the butterfly had to make in order to squeeze out of that tiny hole were Nature's way of training the butterfly and of strengthening its wings.
Hm, cube klu kite, ape yg kite wat..??
**klu ak, huh, x mo ak pgg, x ske ah bnde merayap2 ni**
